hmmm.... its a bit weird, the lack of comments. i mean compare it to when i first started it and the weeks following. course the main person who wrote in it was the guy who i was dating at the time, one of my good friends. meh. and my sis o course. i dunno. just thought it was a bit odders.

i like my hair curly. it makes me feel decent about myself. well that and losing about 15 lbs (and still going! i rock!) helps. but yeah. im getting more into skirts. o man!! i cant wait til next saturday! duluth yall! bring your music choices and we shall rock. and be prepared for hours of shopping and hanging out. it should be really really rockin. im sad though- bonbon's ma doesnt trust us, being that im driving. im a good driver, i dont speed over 5 mph, most people are all 80 in 65. nope. 65 is fast enough.

got my stuff for bhs sign up, having trouble deciding classes. not to mention college! i either want cornell ( wanted for over a year), but i found that a college in fargo has both anthro AND interior design!!!! north dakota state university? collegeboard.com man. so definately applying to both. fargo has good shoppage too, i hear. lol. but i looked on their site and it looks rockin.

anyways. tomorrow is tibbys birthday so she invited me to the 7pm showing of van helsing! rock! ive wanted to see that for a while. and tibby rocks my socks. i hope she can make it on the trip. she and erin were the first ones who took a trip to duluth with me. but thisll be the first time that i can drive without a parent. im not allowed to go by myself though, have to have a few friends with. great rule to have!!!

matts being weird. i dunno how. people are weird. man. its weird when one of your best friends dates your ex. it hurts, but i guess im ok. well as ok as i can be. at least theyre both happy, which is what i want. all my friends should be happy. just the whole still being in love thing is weird and kind of sucks. o well. must deal. hung out with the bonbon, craig, roy, tibby and silas today when i went to get the bhs stuff and whatnot. bonn, roy and craig were sitting outside and bonnys like jess! when i was walking to my car. it was funners. anyways. calc/trig confuses me soooososo much. im betting craigs tutor offer post-breakup is now dead. its weird that he blocked me though. im not pissed off at him. just sad, and you cant blame me. initially, if anyone was to do the blockage, it should have been the dumpee- ie, me. not the person who asked " well still be friends, right?". i dunno. its really freaking weird and confusing. hopefully hell get over it someday, cause hes a nice guy, one of my good friends. eh

so. i want a makeover . something new to do. style? i dont know. lol. well i g2g do homework and the like. i shall write later perhaps. much love, flowers, hugs, and the like

-zhannichka