all guys are mean and horrible and they hurt you in any way they can, and they're just mean. and the people that i thought were exceptions were the ones that HURT ME THE MOST!!! im sorry mike, i didnt mean that. and silas i dont hate you either, nor kate. i dont hate anyone. im just a mean person. and im scared. of just about everything. especially of being hurt and alone, which is what i am right now. im sorry i freak out. that goes to everyone. and above is just my entry with editing. thats how i feel sometimes. i needed to get that out there, cause sometimes it feels like it. the last part is true. but its all my fault. just clarifying