my throat hurts. but im not sick, its just what happens when one screams. ooo fighting is fun. its all good now though. im happier. hmmmmm....heehee. i have tinsel in my room. i want to get some christmas lights though, that would rock.

oy vey, more holly-daisies are coming. the winter ones. kinda festive and fun, but on the other hand, boring and shut inside alone. yay and grr at the same time. then its j-term, and then its my birthday. oy freakin vey! i feel so alone kinda. screaming does that. makes people sad and alone and freaked. im kinda weird i freak a lot.

im gonna get off now, but ill write later when i can put ideas into words better. phones are goodness

love, flowers, and the like.

-zhanna