i cant take this anymore. i hate essays, i can put things into words, even though i know it. i actually understand it. and yet its just so incredibly hard. ugh!!!!! its so frustrating. and then these people keep talking and talking and they wont shut up even though they still have yet to finish the test as well. and then i have so much overdue stuff that keeps piling up so fast. its so incredibly overwhelming. and i really do need to stop saying the word “so” . im betting its getting really really annoying, huh?

aight, new class....philo.....so many assignments.......must do tonight, after i go to bhs (evilevil, lol) , guitar, CHINESE FOOD IS WONDERFUL GOODNESS!!!!!!!, and then i get home. yayyy......... so.....yeah
....silly silly mormon seth, saying go nietzche-ism after the quote "god is dead". lol. yeah. so im kinda bored and out of it. heehee....but happy bored. man, its all about having one of your favorite movies in your bag magically. i didnt put it in there and yet today during lunch i got the chance to watch "sleepless in seattle". yes, i like that movie. the queen of all chick flicks. lol. im weird.

last days make me happy heeeheehee. poisoned takes a really long time to download things. aaaa my back keeps cracking!!! make it stop!!!!!. (scowls) my socks have rats!!! socks and rats are yayyyy goodness. hmmm.

so, i dont have all that much to write. other than i need shoes........black high heels that arent platforms- i like being short......usually. . open -toed preferable, size 7, or 7 1/2. let me know if anyone sees any. anyways, love and flowers

zhanna